Trying to find you In a new face I know I won't You are all I know See my distance,100 miles Fake my smiles wanting more Not possible We closed that door I'd like to travel back and grab it And reverse The times I second guessed The force of my bad habits Pretending That I'm fine Try my fucking best See a memory and grab it Can't get back that time No I can't get it back Shackled and frail Standing I'll fail Memories wake me in my sleep Tackled and scared None to compare Memories wake me in my sleep And No one understands Slowly growing broken Try to free my hands For every word left unspoken These days go by like minutes Every second passes me by As I figure out my feelings I'm always left to question why Feel the closure? I can't feel a fucking thing If time heals all Then why am I still suffering? Wake up to the same sunlight I close the shades and hide Sleep to the same moonlight Stay awake through the night I only want to move past I'm stuck between what I miss Taste a bit of sorrow when I sit here and reminisce