A lot of times I struggle with What I want To talk about Everything just comes Out too strange And everyone just Responds too loud Or just speak over me More than repeatedly To the point where I just stay home Ignoring a solution Always walking alone Cause I just dip Out in any opportunity Nothing every made me feel A real sense of community Music has been the closest bet Even if it's far fetched I'd rather be a pathetic indent Than nothing at all The more I search The more I fall It comes around Always unexpectedly It will always be My rivalry I wish it would present itself More quietly But it screams it's way Right out Always embarrassingly loud I throw off the vibe I don't feel alive I guess I'll just never Really know why I'll continue to live the Lie I'd rather be A pathetic indent Than nothing at all The more I search The more I fall