When I decide to talk about who I am I just think about the person I can't stand And how he keeps popping up at random He loves how much I can't stand him I can't tell if it's a split personality Or a sporadically intense anger issue I can't seem to pinpoint the cause But the effect is keeping me on pause Figuring it out just keeps getting more difficult I know I'm unbearably predictable And there's no real way to calm my anger I feel like I'll always be the real danger Coming on way too strong Or not at all Letting my emotion go with every fall Till I'm left an emotionless blob of noting Hoping I'll get through And it will amount to something But I just stay structurelessly the same Never knowing if I'll find a way To tame my brain When I decide to talk about who I am I just think about the person I can't stand And how he keeps popping up at random He loves how much I can't stand him