I just breeze through all I've been through I'm sorry I'm not the best person to talk to I just voice my side of the story Cause if it's not about me than it's boring And I hate that I still act this way I guess I never got the attention I craved Now I'm a full grown spoiled child Left to die in the wild It's getting too extreme to deal with I'll just stay a negative piece of shit Writing the same lines to the same conflicts Living my life in a way that contradicts I don't know what I'm trying to stand for I'm sorry that I'll always want more But I refuse to lean on an excuse I don't want this way to be what I choose So I gotta put in the effort Stop smelling my clothes to find a clean T-shirt And reconcile all my fault lines And destroyed relationships I hope someone day My stupid brain Will move past all of this My old friendships Will never be something I miss