Sometimes I'm so oblivious To the problems that are so obvious I stay silent Instead of stating what's wrong And that's probably the worst fact of all Everything just keeps drifting away completely And the more I try to hold on The more and more Everything just goes wrong I just keep getting stifled by old problems That keep producing ancient outcomes That I should've learned my lesson from But like I said I'm unbelievably dumb I'm just trying to be my own role model But that's hard to achieve When you're just depressed and hollow I'm just trying to mellow out But every morning I wake up Stressed and loud Wearing all my problems on my sleeve I'm just a freak no one wants to believe If I could just change a little bit Maybe I wouldn't be in this frustrated fit Of never changing While simultaneously Wanting to grow