I think I get it now Everyone tells you It'll get better But they can't show you how I guess that's my negative attitude Coming to light I always act so angry But I'm too pathetic To put up a fight I guess I just get lost in the intense emotion Everything gets lost in the explosion I'll never be Someone to look up to I can't even change myself Like you're supposed to I just get lazy and neglect it All over again I'll just continue the cycle Of losing all my friends This how it always is in the end This how it always is in the end