You know what I'm not going to sit And try to tell you I'm better That my moods changed And I'm done having episodes They'll always find me I'll always give in I'm just a mess trying to Conjure the evil within I don't know where it comes from This random ego That makes me no fun Can't believe I got this dumb Coming to terms That I think I might be done Reacting to the opinion Of this imaginary entity I know it's making fun of me All's I do is consume And hope for the best Every time the pain Returns to my chest And I'm convinced I'm going to die One of these days I'll be right And I'll never know why Or if I lived Can't believe I got this dumb Coming to terms That I think I might be done Reacting to the opinion Of this imaginary entity I know it's making fun of me All's I do is consume And hope for the best Every time the pain Returns to my chest And I'm convinced I'm going to die One of these days I'll be right And I'll never know why Or if I lived