It's been so long Since I've stayed up like this I think I miss my friends Even though I know I don't mean shit I've never been there For anybody long enough To have a friendship That's stronger than a bluff Cause when push comes to shove I'll always be on my own I've got no miracles left to show I'm way too difficult to deal with I watch my life pass by While I don't do shit Cause I get way too extreme When I invest all of myself But this has been The strongest kind Of help It's like living with a stranger For twenty six years That took all of my money And great memories But left all of my fears And now I'm left with these tendencies That take all of the best parts of me And just tosses them out of my memory And leaves everything that's wrong with me I'm way too difficult to deal with I watch my life pass by While I don't do shit Cause I get way too extreme When I invest all of myself But this has been The strongest kind Of help