I totally get it Every moment spent with me Was regretted And every ounce of energy left standing Will only bear the silence of me staring At the ground Not making any sound Terrified if I'm alive Praying to painlessly die Cause I don't know how to deal with myself When I stare into the abyss That is my mental health I just think it'll all be nothing I don't know why I try so hard To prove I'm something I know I'm just another speck of dust In this endless universe There's no way I'd even be important enough To be cursed But nowadays I'm trying to backtrack that thinking To find out what really made me feel like I was sinking Cause this ship keeps going down Despite this feeling I still stick around I just think it'll all be nothing I don't know why I try so hard to prove I'm something I know I'm just another speck of dust In this endless universe There's no way I'd even be important enough To be cursed But nowadays I'm trying to backtrack that thinking To find out what really made me feel like I was sinking Cause this ship keeps going down Despite this feeling I still stick around