I hate this standard I put on what my life should be I don't need approval from anybody I just feel so lost Without any reassurance I tell myself to ignore it But it wins Whatever social standard You follow I can assure you I don't meet it Everyone I meet Are sure I'm crazy in an instant And then proceed To stay so far away That I can't even argue with them I'm just jealous I could never leave myself in the end I'm the worst kind of friend No matter how hard I try To think differently And change who I am I just conform And fall deeper into Society's plan No one tells you how lonely it is Being a piece of shit I mean they probably did But I wasn't listening It feels like my bad luck Is always just beginning And then proceed To stay so far away That I can't even argue with them I'm just jealous I could never leave myself in the end I'm the worst kind of friend