I just keep telling you how this all happens In my head The way I interpret everything everyone said When I was having a panic attack You know they're frequent And always distract You from the fact That I've got nothing going Nothing to show For the years I swear I've been growing But nothing's really happening Were all just running away From where we really want to be I just keep adding to the problem I just ignore everything And disassociate to often I always fail to make connections Everyone only sees me Through my own reflection I just keep telling you how this all happens In my head The way I interpret everything everyone said When I was having a panic attack You know they're frequent And always distract You from the fact That I've got nothing going Nothing to show For the years I swear I've been growing But nothing's really happening Were all just running away From where we really want to be