I just need to find a different outlet And try not to make a mess of it Leaving all my mistakes in the past Trying not to burn out Of this state of mind too fast But it just seems to be a vicious circle A never ending, Deadly hurdle That I can't conquer for, the life of me It's sad, How powerless I came to be I just need to figure it out on my own Show myself I've truly grown But I get to caught up in where I need to be The future always gets the best of me I keep contradicting what I'm trying to live by Compensating by constantly getting high But I don't blame that for where I stand Stationary progress was never part of the plan It just seemed to let himself in My emotional balance keeps wearing thin Almost to the point of no return Always running away out of fear of being burned I guess I'll never learn I just need to figure it out on my own Show myself I've truly grown But I get to caught up in where I need to be The future always gets the best of me I keep contradicting what I'm trying to live by Compensating by constantly getting high But I don't blame that for where I stand Stationary progress was never part of the plan