Why can't I keep my health in check It costs too much to take care of myself Still buried in debt Destroying myself in every regret With my mental health on the back burner I'll never feel like I'm moving further into the light My demons only setting me free at night So I just Live in the dark Trying to make my mark My mental delusions were probably a bad place to start I'm just trying to get this off my chest And progress to a place where I don't embody my past You are more than your mistakes Even if I'm the one getting destroyed In your place