I just can't seem to get the image out of my mind It's what keeps me completely blind I'm not worth it I don't hit deeper than the surface And that's all I'll be Just a washed up joke Trying to cover up these mistakes with a bunch of smoke Cause it's the only calm I can come to That will always stay righteous and true And won't give up on me Despite me trying to change And leave it behind Get high off life for once And clear my mind But of course my life doesn't work like that I over indulge in everything Till I can't feel happy or sad Cause I'm too unbalanced at the moment To be on my own I fully understand I'll always get out grown By everyone I know I hope it doesn't happen to You to And that's all I'll be just washed up joke Trying to cover up these mistakes with a bunch of smoke Cause it's the only calm I can come to That will always stay righteous and true And won't give up on me Despite me trying to change And leave it behind Get high off life for once And clear my mind