I keep thinking everything I love is disappearing Sometimes everything I want is not what I'm seeing I just spend energy like it will always come back I used to not analyze how everyone acts And not take every negative moment personally Even though I just give the same energy back eventually And the situation never works out Everyone just continues to breathe doubt And it's all we see above everything else No matter how much love we felt It will always change like everything does And it will feel way worse than the buzz Or the come down for that matter Everything about me just keeps getting sadder And I've developed a one way track of thinking And my thoughts just make sure I keep sinking