Avoiding everything I can't take back Like explaining all the reasons for the way I act I wish it was just me trying to be myself But I feel like this confrontation will always be bad for my health I keep going in and out of it Everything tells me you've had enough of it I'm too aloof and I never stay the same Despite repetitive mistakes calling out my name They just effect everyone that I try to get close to Leaving me all alone I never know what to do I just sit and stare at the wall for hours Hoping this year I'll bloom with the flowers Instead of whithering away With my pathetic decay Of everything I used to feel Nothing will ever be real I'm too aloof and I never stay the same Despite repetitive mistakes calling out my name