I keep putting the blame On everting including my shame And it just builds up Until I lash out and keep digging the same damn grave Pretty soon there will be nothing left to save And I couldn't even tell you why I need a savior I've done everything on my own despite my codependent behavior I just want you to see why I'm so unpredictable But I just continue my pathetic struggle with my grave and a shovel I just keep digging the same grave I know now why I'll never be saved I'm helpless and clueless to the meaning of feeling life I'm just stuck to wonder alone in my thoughts every night