I just feel so easy When I'm by myself I wish I could hold on to you But I over stocked My shelve With better memories But I'm still plagued With your love's imagery You could say it's probably the comfort That I miss the most But I can't shake the feeling That I'm being followed By your ghost I can't even feel right in public Everything reminds me of you I just keep backtracking On all of the dumb shit we used to do Even when shit hit the fan I still gave all that I had To somehow keep you in my life But I could never get the timing right I'll be late almost every time But you'll always be what's on my mind Torturing myself is my only past time Don't worry I'll always pretend that I'm fine I can't even feel right in public Everything reminds me of you I just keep backtracking On all of the dumb shit we used to do But I lose more of my sanity The more I, Indulge I'm the master mind behind My own Downfall I'm just scared I left What was the best of me With her Now I'm paying for my distractions Reciting every word