I just keep moving on
From the same situation
That's brought on by manipulative hallucinations
Of what we could've been
If I wasn't so messed up
At the time it was my best
But it never was enough
I'm not the one you'll face oblivion with
You were right the whole time
All's I did was act like a little bitch
I'm still just as weak
But not as crazy
I could be wrong
Ever since you left
Everything's been hazy
I'm still so lazy
Just a blacked out blur of what we used to be
I never know what it's like to be me
Everything is just a fucking mental breakdown
All my coping mechanisms are making sure I drown
Without a last word or some sense of closure
I'll just die by myself
Selfish
And unsure
Whew
Blacked out blur of what we used to be
I'll never know what it's like to be me
Everything is just a fucking mental breakdown
All my coping mechanisms are making sure I
Drown
I
Drown
I
Drown
I
Drown
I'm not the one you'll face oblivion with
You were right the whole time
All's I did was act like a little bitch
I'm still just as weak
But not as crazy
I could be wrong
Ever since you left
Everything's been hazy
I'm still so lazy