Um, I'm just so mad I didn't see this sooner And I don't think I know you anymore (Anymore) Leave your charm all at the door (At the door) I used to think you were the shit, man (Oh, I) Well I don't think about you at all (You don't have to tell them) And I'll try to change my ways And I can't help but chase the pictures in my brain (Do I even know?) And it's a tiring cycle that I want to change But I can't help but stay the same (It's who I am, ooh) Do I even know you? Were you even there? 'Cause I been running from you But I act like I don't care Do I even know you? Were you even there? 'Cause I been running from you But I act like I don't care Help me forget Feel like I got to run from you, baby, just to cope sometimes, oh And my feelings have been strong for you lately but I can't tell why And I've tried a couple things just to change But I still end up the same 'cause they don't work out, oh Guess I got to run away just to stay on my own damn route Now you put a couple things in my mind, told me push them to the side So that nobody can find them, keeping up the lie Yeah I know I should have left but you said I wasn't right Kind of struggled, ended up taking my whole damn life Just to make it to the weekend They said we should be friends I kind of laugh now, wish they kept it secret I spent my quarantine just building up my defence Now I've got it back, I just wish I didn't need it Do I even know you? Were you even there? 'Cause I been running from you But I act like I don't care Do I even know you? Were you even there? 'Cause I been running from you But I act like I don't care Do I even know you? Were you even there? 'Cause I been running from you But I act like I don't care Do I even know you? Were you even there? 'Cause I been running from you But I act like I don't care Ah, I mean at least it's over it just