The things that you want And the thing that will actually happen are different And coming to terms with that Is honestly some of the hardest shit ever and It sucks because all you can do is move forward But at the same time, that's what everybody tells you Everyone's always like "you gotta keep moving forward" But being faced with the harsh reality Of wanting there to be another way But that being the only case I guess it's something that I wasn't really prepared for And something that I'm not fully prepared for I don't know