Think I'm better off at doing things on my own
I knew that you'd think about me even when I'm gone
More effective when I'm singing to you all alone
It's more effective when you cherish me before I'm on
Fast forward through the years no more writing wrongs
Only writing that i do is when you sing along
I got tired of making choices that could steer me wrong
I got tired of hearing voices that didn't match your tone
Fast forward now my mind is running on its own
I try to stabilize this shit while being in a zone
I know heavens round the corner im just living on
Life's a gamble when you gamble right outside ya home
Its gon take a lot of years to conquer all of my fears
More i say that im good the more im wiping my tears
More i say that im good the less I probably would feel
Lessons i never learned keep me from climbing hills
Probably never knew how but you always tried to be perfect
Steady putting on pressure you start to think it ain't worth it
More decisive wit actions you constant but never certain
Soon enough ya success will have you floating in ya purpose