Keeping myself from falling through the floor I've got blood on my hands and I don't know what for I'm taking all the steps, drinking green tea, too But I just can't seem to get back to who I was before the weather hit me like a truck Now I'm holding my breath and wishing myself good luck And if I'm being honest, think I belong in a morgue Don't wanna really die I just feel like a corpse and They're all telling me that I gotta get better And I'm trying really hard but it just gets harder To keep myself afloat on these dark waters And they're all telling me that I look a bit paler Here I am making sure that I can breathe while Walking through a world that's suffocating Don't want to be compared to what everyone sees Just wanna know by someone that I am loved for me but People hold their expectations up too high For anyone to reach it yet everyone tries And I feel a little worthless worthy in disguise Preach about being honest, though I'm the one who lies And they're all telling me that I gotta get better And I'm trying really hard but it just gets harder To keep myself afloat on these dark waters Now they're all telling me that I look a bit paler (Ooh) And they're all telling me that I gotta get better And I'm trying really hard but it just gets harder And it seems a little hopeless and far away But then, I guess so did yesterday