I'm wanting something i can hold Not something i have to let go Is that so much to ask That no one close to me will pass I see the blue fade to black It's too late to go back I walk alone in the cold I just wanna go home I throw my friends to the wind To see if they'll come back again I give parts of me to them So they know where i've been Locked up alone and in my room Hoping that i will warm up soon I stare out past the window pane But all i see is rain I throw my friends to the wind To see if they'll come back again I give parts of me to them So they know where i've been