Okay, ego is vital like tie breaking free throws
In the land of the eagle
Somehow John Legend thinks we're ordinary people
I would beg to differ but I suffer from the pride
If you listen close you can see where I reside
Somewhere near where wavy synths tend to vibe
Somewhere I can be myself with my tribe
Playin rocket league to pass time
Most times I stray from the rudiments
Substitute trips to brick and motors
To collect my quarters borderline adornment for my own disorder
It's so convenient to have my addictions
Feeds my everlasting need to live things different
Used to make raps bout cartoons and spaceships
Now I make raps when I feel faceless
Truncate like old tapes so haters think I'm tasteless
But that's how I make an audible representation
Of how I feel vacant but
Lately, bruh, I've liftin weights and stuff
Pretty liberating feel like I could go on dates and stuff
Take her to the movies if the movies weren't 80 bucks
Cheap stake take her to the rink for a free skate
Playin Alice dee jay when we roll up
Hope I don't die in Deltona
Probably die of boredom first driving down Aloma With my eyes close
Captain of the SS could've died on a high note
It's at the tip of the tongue
Caged behind my teeth and lips
Can't reject your social functions
Luncheons with the unctuous
In high strung environments
Cause I'm too scared to fall
And nobody knows at all
But everybody knows
Everybody knows weren't made for this shit
Went to Japan feelin worthless
Excited on the surface
Told everybody I had plans and all
But I was Tryna find purpose
It was a strange vacation
The things I hated made me feel amazing
I learned a lot but what stuck the most
Don't fetishize a nation
I learned a lot about how we think
And how we share common dreams
And how we both struggle love, and ego, and people and apologies
Breaking bread with anomalies
The fine line from fear to following
Time after time is enlightening
Fuck a sad summer, looking for the brighter spring
It's at the tip of the tongue
Caged behind my teeth and lips
Can't reject your social functions
Luncheons with the unctuous
In high strung environments
Cause I'm too scared to fall
And nobody knows at all
But everybody knows
Everybody knows weren't made for this shit