So last week
I was in the backseat of a taxi
One drink away from a drunken mistake
And I tried to figure out why I was trying to fill
The void inside my life with a person
That's not a way to fix the problem
There's others ways that you can solve them
Including some work and time
Add a little respect on my line and maybe it'll fade that feeling
The deceiving I seem to do
On a daily damn basis
A pill that's hard to chew
I can't take it
I can't face myself
I'll be looking in the mirror at a shadow or a shell of a person
I'm not a person
I'm a worse off version of a monkey with a shirt on
I'm a curse on your worst fucking day
And I'm really never sure what to say, how to feel
I'm the feeling when you missed the bus but you run anyway
Now you're tired and you're parched
And you're goddamn late
I can't make it all okay
But at least you're feeling some type of way
Not nothing
No void where your heart should be pumping
No void where you heart should feel something
No void where your heart should be pumping
(Hold your tongue)
I really wanna take it all back
Take it all back
Do you ever think about it?
Do you ever think about it?
Do you ever wanna take it all back?
How'd you tell someone that you regret them
How'd you tell someone you wish you never met them
How do you tell them when you don't even talk to them
Why do I wanna
Why do I wanna take it all back
I really wanna take it all back
So last time
I didn't really say that much
I never really learnt that much
I can cry on my couch
But I can't make lunch
Try another new hobby
Take another punch
Try to swerve out the way of this real damn funk I've been in
Lately I've been wondering if I'll ever find again
The thing i used to treasure
Feeling in my tummy when I thought about forever
Weren't nerves it were pleasure on a Sunday
On a day I hate
Felt safe in those in arms
We in gate and her body weight was only way I felt okay
A pathetic feeling
Now it's gone away
And I try to take back the shit I say
'Cause some times it feels like it'd be better that way
But it's human to feel that
To wanna take it all back
Take it all back
I really wanna take it all back
Take it all back
Do you ever think about it?
Do you ever think about it?
Do you ever wanna take it all back?
How'd you tell someone that you regret them
How'd you tell someone you wish you never met them
How do you tell them when you don't even talk to them
Why do I wanna
Why do I wanna take it all back?
I really wanna take it all back
(I wish I never met you)
I really wanna take it all back