I don't like to be by myself too long
I don't like to sing when I feel I'm wrong
But I gotta get it out somehow
This is the way for me and all
All of the people that know
All of us trapped in
Like there's snow
Blocking the drive
The drive in my heart
It's all in my mind
This is where I go
To put it simply
I feel like I am drowning
I'm ready for the gates
Woah woah
The gates to open up for me
I got no faith but I can say that I'm still searching for it
Knock on wood
Pace the room
Do whatever it takes
Sanitize calm the mind
I just wanna sedate
I feel happy
I feel numb
Lost some weight
I'm faded
Bones cracking
& It's all to much
Need some time for me
Isolated and it's so hard to get by
The quiet hits and then you know that the cities dreaming
Put forth the effort but it's over when I try
Stare at the ceiling
Glad I'm breathing
Can't get outta my mind
Woah
I can't get outta my mind
Woah
I can't get outta my mind
Can't get outta my mind
Can't get outta my head
I've been stressin' wishin' I was dead
And I can't help but think of
Words I could of said
So whats next
Running out of breath
Ropes around my neck
What's next?
I don't like to be by myself too long
I don't like to sing when I feel I'm wrong
But I gotta get it out somehow
This is the way for me and all
All of the people that know
All of us trapped in
Like there's snow
Blocking the drive
The drive in my heart
It's all in my mind
This is where I go
To put it simply
I feel like I am drowning
I'm ready for the gates
Woah woah
The gates to open up for me
I got no faith but I can say that I'm still searching for it
Knock on wood
Pace the room
Do whatever it takes
Sanitize calm the mind
I just wanna sedate
Don't feel happy
I feel numb & I'm always anxious
Get overwhelmed
Oh well
Now I finally see
I've been chasing my dreams recklessly
I wouldn't blame you for hating me
And I know that I've been falling
I feel like I am drowning