Do you remember Summer's lightning and thunder? Sitting in your car by the lake in the dark And you wanted to jump in But I didn't Summit a swaying tower But once I'm up the feeling starts to sour Cause I wanted to let you know I don't know how to show you I never meant to let you go Haunted by how I feel And how it spins around like a wheel So I won't No one needs to know, I did it on my own Losing all control in the worst ways Feels like a worthless wonder All my time split up by number And I can't help hesitate I need a wordless father Cause even if I find her Does she want to take me home? I don't think so No one needs to know, I did it on my own Losing all control in the worst ways Sitting in your car Give me one more shot To jump out in that lake