Stand at your battle stations
We're holding out for the rain
To march the end of the uphill
Though it will still be the same
Years down the walls start to close in
Did you think I'd never change
Gasping for air at the surface
I think I hate this place
Without you I might be nothing but at least I can be nothing alone
Resentment builds til it gets toxic and I can't stand it anymore
Without you nothing defines me but at least that means that there's a blank slate
Maybe I can be someone I don't hate
For every well wish I'm still
Stuck on the little things
The kiss-offs and snide comments
The bitterness still stings
The noise is overwhelming
I feel like I can't breathe
Spiral, stare at the ceiling
Someone please just let me leave
Without you I might be nothing but at least I can be nothing alone
Resentment builds til it gets toxic and I can't stand it anymore
Without you nothing defines me but at least that means that there's a blank slate
Maybe I can be someone I don't hate
You wouldn't know but we're halfway from breaking
Any hope is personal and we will turn it all into shame
Flustered and broke you wake up tired and shaking
What was the point of it all if you've got nothing to show for yourself
Without you I might be nothing but at least I can be nothing alone
Resentment builds til it gets toxic and I can't stand it anymore
Without you nothing defines me but at least that means that there's a blank slate
Maybe I can be someone I don't hate
Maybe I can finally be okay