Too many long nights So many thoughts intensified Too many times exemplified Who you gonna be just for tonight? I just wanna see your light But darkness to you feels just right And do I measure up? No not quite I can't, I can't Cause lord knows I feel like I ain't gonna win this war Its been something That I couldn't afford to deal with In the past, but I'm wanting more Self-fulfilled insanity I just wanted to you to be Next to me till I R.I.P But now I see that ain't Anything but a fantasy So tell me why you hate on me What you looking at When you see me? Is it your lover or an enemy? (Melodic break) Losing sleep over past traumas I've been drowning in this drama And I lost hope So don't blame me for being cold Cause that right there is all you know The "love of my strife" turned to a foe And all of my light just had to go Cause lord knows I feel like I ain't gonna win this war Its been something That I couldn't afford to deal with In the past, but I'm wanting more Self-fulfilled insanity I just wanted to you to be Next to me till I R.I.P But now I see that ain't Anything but a fantasy So tell me why you hate on me What you looking at When you see me Is it your lover or an enemy? (Melodic break)