This disease is eating me alive Yeah I want to understand you i will not try Yeah My painful memory is my alibi Yeah Won't somebody play the guitar while i cry Yeah This is my memory Yet it's your eyes who swell You that wants to cry I had a best friend once We are one hour apart My lover's only twice We sang together during our twenties The years in which we laughed At the moment things don't matter It's when looking back that they do Back that they do Come to my side sister if you did not know I'll tell you myself But don't call me mister This boat ride is leaving sister All by its self Listen up listen up listen up No it's not dangerous It's not dangerous to talk to demons It's when looking back that they do Back that they do Back that they do This disease is eating me alive I want to understand you i will not try Yeah My painful memory is my alibi Won't somebody play the guitar while i cry Yeah