I should be the one that you choose But I'm in a different mood I'm rolling around breaking rules The snakes in my head like Medusa Damn it I thought that I knew ya But you were just showing me crew love So I hesitate with the new love Cause I'm just afraid I could lose it all I could do a million good things You only see me when I fall Damn But that's just how it is; That's just how we live They might shut me down; Might give me a kiss And you know it feel some type of way Cause you know my heart gon break It feel some type of cool When you're out here on your own Yeah yeah yeah But that's just how it is That's just how we live Sometimes I think everyone judging me Sometimes I think everyone loving me Sometimes I think everything bugging me Sometimes I think nobody fuck wit me Is you fucking wit me just to fuck wit me? Why you hit me up all of tha suddenly? Asking me shit like what's up wit me So you can say you keep in touch wit me Damn if that is how it is I don't want no friends I just a want a Benz Haters in my crosswalk just to be offense Blowing lames off now they blowing in the wind This remind me of a way back then Said I'll never make it way back then They was hella jaded way back then Hella jaded way back then Fall I could do a million good things you only see me when I fall Damn But that's just how it is; That's just how we live They might shut me down; Might give me a kiss And you know it feel some type of way Cause you know that my heart gon break It feel some type of cool When you're out here on your own Yeah yeah But that's just how it is That's just how we live