Wide awake Smells like rust and decaying Can't move or speak But I remember everything One by one Limbs locked in atrophy I've come undone Total system catastrophe Lights on and no one home Paralyzed and all alone My moans fade into drones I was found on the floor Grotesque décor in the wake of a war Dragged out the door Tried to scream but my voice wouldn't work anymore Tossed out in the street With the rubble, melted steel, and the filth that the tenets excrete And in my defeat I realized that my body was obsolete I only wanted to keep myself alive I only wanted to keep my soul Now I'm pleading to be revived I never thought that freedom would come at the cost of control Lights on and no one home (Lights on and no one home) Broken down and all alone (Broken down and all alone) Wishing I could be made numb (I can still feel everything!) I'm waiting for the end to come My moans fade into drones Panic-stricken and a fear sickening Wide awake, I can still feel everything Try my best to keep reciting her name While the birds and the maggots pick the flesh from my frame I remember everything I can still feel everything I remember everything I can still feel everything I remember everything I can still feel everything I remember everything I can still feel everything I can still feel everything I can still feel everything