How do I kill myself Or all the parts that have been created to please? And leave what's real, but still has meaning I know I won't be enough for you But it's out of my hands I'm letting go I'm so tired of Not knowing who I'm supposed to be I just want to find my way again I'm so used up From all that you ask from me I just want to find myself again How do I love myself With the constant reminder of all that I left behind And it's all that you seem to want from me I'm never enough for you Well it's out of my hands I'm letting go I'm so tired of Not knowing who I'm supposed to be I just want to find my way again I'm so used up From all that you ask from me I just want to find myself again What will it take How many times do I Have to break Before you get it I don't wanna be What you remember It's my sanity My happiness It's not about you I'm so tired of Not knowing who I'm supposed to be I just want to find my way again I'm so used up From all that you ask from me I just want to find myself again I'm so tired of Not knowing who I'm supposed to be I just want to find my way again I'm so used up From all that you ask from me I just want to find myself again