I tried to be the one that everybody loved Where has that gotten me? I tear my self to shreds to prove that I'm someone That I could never be Now these unslightly marks define me So help me, please someone come quick I think I am losing it Forgive me, I inherited this From a stranger I'll never miss I'm sick My father taught me first hand how to be set free Give up and run away I wish I could drain out his half of blood in me But I'd still have his face I curse reflections every day So help me, please someone come quick I think I am losing it Forgive me, I inherited this From a stranger I'll never miss Here is my own family tradition Following footsteps into addiction so Is there a way That I can find peace While still numbing my pain? Is this my fate? Cause your only son still Can't seem to find his way So help me, please someone come quick I think I am losing it Forgive me, I inherited this From a stranger I'll never miss So father, where the hell are you now? I think that you would be proud Your son who's so unluckily Fell right next to the tree I hope you're proud of me I hope you're proud