I don't want to be afraid of this life anymore I don't want to be suffocated by the weight Who was that person I was pretending to be? Silent compassion break these chains of misery Scared to death of being vulnerable So I did everything I could to put the walls up I locked myself and held myself in a cell of shame Screaming for a fucking change Pull the thorns from your heart Pull the thorns from your heart I tried so hard to runaway from the truth I fucking hated myself so I abused My soul, my heart, my body For the sexuality I didn't choose Pull the thorns from your heart Pull the thorns from your heart Devastated by shame I was so entrenched in pain I found that hell Is the absence to loving self I've been looking for a pearl this whole time It's been right in my chest I went diving to the depths of hell once But I only found death And it said to me "Don't be afraid of your end Be bold, be authentic Be brave enough to love again" They said Pull the thorns from your heart To wander in the fields of flowers Pull the thorns from your heart To wander in the fields of flowers Pull the thorns from your heart To wander in the fields of flowers Pull the thorns from your heart Give up a little Gain a little piece Empty yourself Become eternity I will not die I will not die in shame I will not die I will not die in shame