Pretending, Oh pretending! I'm the king of pretending that i love being the king of me Oh my hollow heart what is this all worth? What am i really worth? What am i? Because i've betrayed myself to many times Selling myself to the things i want Too cheap, And too fast To the things that make me numb! It's pitiful i'm the slave of my eyes! This king that's me feels unfamiliar Though i know it's bitter taste oh so well Because i've betrayed myself to many times Selling myself to the things i want Too cheap, And too fast But God if you say that we're all your beloved Loved through our sin and shame Then who am i to say you can't? That i'm not worthy when you died to set me free Because i've betrayed myself to many times Selling myself to the things i want Too cheap, And too fast And my only way out is to know my freedom is having you as my king