I've got this guilt but I'm still tryna survive
But can't produce my best if money is my drive
Became an ex so I think I've lost my bride
Remember when we fell in love and now we're saying goodbye
Now I've got depression telling me to hurry up and
Problems piling up now I'm asking all these whys
I guess love failed
You can only do your best, in the end at least I tried
Never been the type you could take for a joke
You were fake and you know, cos deep down you never stuck to what you told
Instead led along all the way to the death
It's the way that you sold me a dream
Told me I'm the best and you showed me the green
To pursue and chase
I wish I could go back to a new blank page
And never came through that day
But life goes on
And only does more damage, if I try hold on
But the days get short and the nights grow long
So I had to let you go man I cried so long
Emotions that are real can only hide for so long
So I found the truth clear when you left
And it's never still right when you hide both wrongs
I just wished you would just say it with your chest
But what me kills inside is the future that we planned
That will never be
It's mad!
Remember days we said "never me"
And thought death tore apart is
When we leave
Never knew it could end between
But good luck if your tryna find a better me
I know you won't cos the only better me
Is me now
Just know it's too late to speak now
So forever hold your peace
Been through hell now it's heaven over me
And love looks fun but you never know the fee
Never know the end and you never the means
Now it's gone it's forever showing me
I can't trust a soul
And I give up on love till my heart is whole
Right now I feel empty but I can't let in
No more love, it's on guard patrol
I've got this guilt but I'm still tryna survive
But can't produce my best if money is my drive
Became an ex so I think I've lost my bride
Remember when we fell in love and now we're saying goodbye
Now I've got depression telling me to hurry up and
Problems piling up now I'm asking all these whys
I guess love failed
You can only do your best, in the end at least I tried