I've never been so reactive, to just a couple words But it can't be undone, so you burn what you built and you run You said I was your weakness, did that mean anything at all I think it made me weaker, I've never been so fast to fall I wanted to tell you that I hate when I wake up 'Cause the morning's too bright And you're not there to kick me out of bed Just to close the blinds And I wanted to tell you You'll always have a place by my side I wanted to tell you that I miss you after dark When people start to hide And I'm searching for your cold hands To warm them up with mine And I wanted to tell you I'll be waiting if you ever change your mind But never mind I can tell you that I'm sorry, I should have just left it alone Now I'm out here on the ocean just struggling to float Trying to breathe on my own Can I even say I miss you, your voice is one I barely got to know But I feel like I hear it some nights when I'm dreaming And I thought you'd like to know I wanted to tell you that you may not have realized The mark that you made Each witty conversation, every freckle on your face I wanted to tell you that By my side you'll always have a place I wanted to tell you that God, I think you're beautiful, you say that I'm too kind You're intricately crafted, I'm the mess you left behind I wanted to tell you I'll be waiting if you ever change your mind But you were never mine So never mind