Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them To you And I hide all the pain, that I've gained with my wisdom From you And I'm eaten alive by what I hold inside All these things that I've lived with I can't easily hide And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for, but you It's not easy to hide All this damage inside I'll carry you with me Until I'm not... not alive When you look at my face, does it seem just as ugly? To you? I can't seem to erase all the scars I have lived with From you I'm so sick of this place, this taste in my mouth Cause of you I can't figure what I'm all about And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for But you It's not easy to hide All this damage inside I'll carry you with me Until I'm not... not alive