Something grew inside of me I tried to keep my distance. Before to long it was too late it weakened my resistance. WASH MY HANDS AND WASH MY CLOTHES CUT MY HAIR AND BREAK MY NOSE ROUND AND ROUND AROUND IT GOES. I THINK I SHOULD HAVE STAYED IN BED BUT I'M NOT THERE AND I'M HERE INSTEAD. Adrenaline. Adrenaline. I'm feeding my addiction. Some things I should have said before regarding my condition. I left my kink to grow although I knew I would regret it. I'm feeling lost. I feel ashamed. I'm feeling quite pathetic. YOU'D BE BETTER OFF DEAD