Still spending time, fighting for temporary peace To be able to get by and stay alive in this dead end town Feeling lonesome when I'm with friends And it makes me think that it's true As they say, I'll never change, I'll never change Feeling lonesome when I'm with friends And it makes me think that it's true As they say, I'll never change I'll never change Golden memories slowly fade as my mind only gets hurt by reliving them I can't distinguish now from then But everyday feels like the end I've ruined it for myself again And allowed this Hell to stay the same Self-made self-contempt