Every moment I'm with you Feels like my skin is peeling off so why the fuck do I even try to talk to you. I wish you'd die. And though I say I'd rather not deal with Everything or anything at all, I can't help myself and I can't fight back. I'm fuckin sick and I'm off track. Can you heal me? Please tell me if you can. I'm fuckin sick. I'm not sure you'd understand. They say absence makes the heart grow fonder But this time... It just made me hate you more. They say forgiveness, it's a virtue But at this point I'm not so sure. I came this close to walking away And now I wish I fucking had. I wish I fucking had.