Trying my best to be a better man Live up to expectations, do the best that I can Constant misfortune, envy and deceit Daily fucking problems for me to beat Fools spent hours trying to cut me down Wasting all their energy slander around Paranoia prevails but I'm keeping my cool I need to live my life for me and not for fools Deceiver, condemned all my sins Deceiver, the punishment within Mistakes I have made hunt me down forever Wasted my life beating myself up Making amends better late than never Time for your guilt trip to fucking stop Refuse to live a life driven by vengeance Holding on to what I've got Gotta stick to all my best intentions While in misery you rot, whore