Rain comes down and I'm under again Looking for reflection, feeling nothing but dead Looking for something to call my own Looking for the answers when they're so hard to find Leave me alone to die in my head, a nail in the coffin for every word You never said Rain comes down, eroding my skull Surrounded by family but I feel so alone Feeling this feeling like a beast in my cage Seeing no end with my eyes filled with rage Seeing no end, what has my life become? Seeing no end, just hang your head A life that's spent slowly working backwards A brain that's set to my own downfall Seeing, searching, feeling but with no result Crawl into the corner just to hang my head Dead man stare into my eyes but you see no life Scratching at the surface but at the bottom of the barrel Dead mans stare 'cause I see no end Crawl into the corner just to hang my head Down on the ground with my face to the floor I broke my fucking jaw so I won't bother. You, I cannot stand, I cannot take Done digging holes, I'm done feeling safe Choking on my blood, beginning to taste, feeling this feeling like a Beast in his cage Rain comes down and I'm under again, searching for the light as the Thunder begins Rain comes down, eroding my skull Surrounded by family but I feel so Alone in my head, I'll die here alone Surrounded by the things that I Fear the most Alone in this fight, but still I fight Alone in my head, the rain, it never stops Choking on my blood I feel so alone