I'm so insecure, I think That I'll die before I drink And I'm so caught up in the news Of who likes me, and who hates you And I'm so tired that I might Quit my job, start a new life And they'd all be so disappointed 'Cause who am I, if not exploited? And I'm so sick of my 20's Where's my fucking hopes and dream? If someone tells me one more time "Enjoy your life" I'm gonna die And I don't stick up for myself I'm anxious and nothing can help I wish I had done this before I wish that people liked me more All I did was try my best This the kind of thanks I get? Unrelentlessly upset They say these are the golden years But I wish I could disappear Ego crush is so severe God, it's brutal out here (Yeah!) I feel like no one wants me And I hate the way I'm perceived I only have two real friends And lately, I'm a nervous wreck 'Cause I love people I don't like And I hate every song I write I'm not cool and I'm not smart And I can't even parallel park All I did was try my best This the kind of thanks I get? Unrelentlessly upset They say these are the golden years But I wish I could disappear Ego crush is so severe God, it's brutal out here (Yeah!) Got a broken ego, broken heart God, it's brutal out here God, I don't even know where to start Got a broken ego, broken heart God, it's brutal out here God, I don't even know where to start