The last time I kissed you I felt like you didn't want me to
And ever since that moment i felt ashamed of what I'd done
I know what I did wrong and I don't know how to make it right
But I won't give up without a fight
You came into my life
When I needed you the most
You showed me a life worth living
Starting pits at every show
I don't know what I did to deserve you
Im grateful that you're in my life
I want to be a better person
I want to be worth your time
You had to watch me relapse and nobody deserves to have to see that
I kept cracking open beer cans and you kept taking them out of my hands
You got me into ska and now I'm writing a bunch of songs taking influence
From the better parts of my life instead of singing about how I wanted to die
So let's watch Adventure Time and make out and maybe sixty nine
And smoke a bowl and spend the night and do whatever's on your mind
And thanks for putting up with all my shit and having me over when I was dope sick
I'll make it up to you when I get home from rehab
I knew I was getting better
As we started getting closer
Like the time when you came over
After I had gotten sober
We stood topless in the kitchen
And we talked about our dreams
And I couldn't sleep so I stayed
Up while you slept next to me
I stepped out of the mosh pit to wipe blood off my lips
Then the next band bloodied yours up too
When you showed me I don't know what was going through my head
I couldn't help but think I want to kiss you