I wasn't sure anymore, that the right words would come out.
I couldn't tie my own shoes, I couldn't handle the doubt (news)
While I'm aware of the odds, I'm sure I have them stacked up
Against me most of the time, my fallacies and troubles rhyme.
And that is proof in itself that I have most of it right
But no one cares anymore, we close and the windows and run
We shut our eyes and we run, we shut our mouths and we run
I washed my hands and walked away and never talked
About the silence in the room I never spoke.
Though I'm older now I still get sick at times
When my mind shuts down and wanders off in time
I'm not afraid anymore when memories bang on the door
I can handle the aches, not get unnerved by the stakes
And whatever may come next, I will take a deep breath
And watch the anger melt-down to a puddle on the ground
I washed my hands and walked away and never talked
About the silence in the room I never spoke.
Though I'm older now I still get stuck at times
When my mind shuts down and wanders off in time
Though I'm older now I still get stuck at times
When my mind shuts down and wanders off in time
Off in time.