Panic attack in the back of a restaurant
Why, why can't I catch my breath?
Been losing count of my friends finding real ones
Wish I could be happy for them
But I stopped believing in love
That's why I'm keeping my heart at an arm's length
'Cause I've been burned before, third degree
Guarding myself with an army, darlin'
Don't take it personally
That's just the cynic in me, me, me
I'll tell you just what I think, think, think
'Cause I've got a rolodex of every ex who ever left and had the nerve to hurt me
No, no, not that way typically
It's just the cynic in me
My heart wasn't always this jaded, no
Used to catch butterflies for fun
And damn, I hate that my faith is faded out
Where did the magic go?
So I'm keeping my heart at an arm's length
'Cause I've been burned before, third degree
So I'm guarding myself with an army, darlin'
Don't take it personally
That's just the cynic in me, me, me
I'll tell you just what I think, think, think
'Cause I've got a rolodex of every ex who ever left and had the nerve to hurt me
No, no, not that way typically
It's just the cynic in me, me, me
Yeah, I know it's no good for me
To keep a rolodex of every ex who ever left and had the nerve to hurt me
No, no, not that way typically
It's just the cynic in me, me, me
The cynic in me, me, me
Can feel my misery affecting everybody
This negativity, can't seem to shake it off me
Rolodex of reasons I'm believing every single lie my mind has told me
That's just the cynic in me, me, me
I'll tell you just what I think, think, think
'Cause I've got a rolodex of every ex who ever left and had the nerve to hurt me
No, no, not that way typically
It's just the cynic in me, me, me
Yeah, I know it's no good for me
To keep a rolodex of every ex who ever left and had the nerve to hurt me
No, no, not that way typically
It's just the cynic in me