This is me I've left "Let's Dance To Joy Division" on repeat In an attempt to turn my angst into self belief Here we are I'm not celebrating anything We're not royals, you know There's not a single stain of gold in our souls All my friends keep saying the same sentence "OH MY GOD I'm so happy right now" I can't even describe how it feels to be me tonight This is me I'm not nearly half as much as steadfast As I pretend to be I've underestimated the reasons that make me Stand in this stage, with a lump in my throat Thinking "I'm not like them" I'm about to explode And all my friends keep saying the same sentence "OH MY GOD I'm so happy right now" I can't even describe how I'm torn apart Between who I am and who I was But there's something else I'm dreaming of while I hear the crowd applause It's not about courage And it's about strenght Just my brain's advice "You should drink your problems away" OH MY GOD I'm so happy right now OH MY GOD I'm so happy right now It's not about courage And it's about strenght Just my brain's advice "You should drink your problems away"